Hey...
Sorry kung pangit ang blog ko... nangangapa pa lang ho ako... ^^;Anywayz, I might just start my blog with a very short essay of mine... hope you'll read it...***~~~***~~~***~~~***~~~***~~~***~~~***~~~***~~~***
The Unbearable Pain
By: me…
I adore every little thing about him. I notice every moves he does. I think about every single word that he says. I accept all the mistakes he could’ve done. I always wonder what’s playing into his mind. Yet he is still a mystery unsolved in my heart.
Everytime he smiles, I can’t help but smile back at him. He moves gently that I see the butterflies around me. When I see him in pain and sadness, I can’t stop my tears in falling down. I feel the pain twice and it keeps my mind on war. It feels like my heart is connected with him, although I’m the only one who receive his emotions.
His stares could paralyze me, I cannot move when I see him giving me a glance. He keeps my mind in an unexplainable obstacle that my mind doesn’t respond in my body.
He is the only one who makes me feel this way. But I don’t know why, the reason is still unknown. Behind his smile is a shadowy past, but I know he keeps it hidden in his mystical smile.
It is only me who sees him this way, at least that’s what I know. For such a long time, I kept it hidden inside. I lack the courage of facing him. I lack the courage to tell him I’ve been longing for him.
But to know that this things I write about him, to know that I’m writing about the way I see him, to know that I will never be loved by the one I love, it is the most UNBEARABLE PAIN I could ever feel…
